Marriage, Baby, Searching

In the little bit of time that I was looking for a couple, I was also dating someone.  Dating this guy ended up being the best thing ever and we got married and blended our families together.  He had kids and I had my one.  We quickly added an "our" baby to the craziness!

We knew that we didn't want any more of our own after adding our little guy to the crew but I knew that I wanted to help another family still.  When my little guy was about 4 months old I started the process of looking for a family to carry for again.

I will be adding more about this soon...

She knows

I have kept my daughter very involved in this entire process and this is what she told me the other day!  I thought I would share it!

She has known for the past year and a half what was going to happen and that the babies were not coming home with us.  Since she is a bit older I didn't want her to see my belly growing and think she was going to have a sister or brother so we've talked about it so many times.  She is smart and I knew if I didn't talk to her about this and keep her involved she might have a broken heart in the end and that is not what I want to happen.  She is actually excited for mommy to help her and I keep telling her of the fun things we can do when this is all said and done!